Friday, April 29, 2011

138lbs again

I feel disgusting and large :( 
Sorry that I haven't been updating; looking for a job and what not has consumed all of my time.
Just found out that no one will hire me due to lack of experience and on top of that, I can't even donate plasma because of my bi-polar. Like, really?! fml.

Saturday, March 5, 2011


I never thought i'd weigh this little in my entire life!
But then again, stress from my grandpa passing and losing my "gf" is a bit much :/
Well, i know no one reads this but if someone does, stay strong and dont ever give up. It's your life, live how you want! :)

Tuesday, February 15, 2011


I was 130.6lbs on friday but then I ran out of my Vyvanse :( I eat so much when I'm off of it,it sucks.
But I got my new script and it's all good now and my dr also put me on Saphris. I don't know
how it will affect my weight but the minute I notice a bad difference, I'm takin myself off of it.
Ugh, wish I had the motivation to write more but since getting a therapist i'm all out of words :( Oh well, hope everyone is staying strong! <3

Sunday, February 6, 2011

I can;;& I will...

To some of you, a size 7 might be seem obese but to me, it's AMAZING!! 
If there was not a house full here, I'd write more.
Not that anyone even reads this....I'll write more tomorrow afternoon.